Sunday, 17 August 2014

am i recovered ?

hai ! Assalamualaikum wbt.

lma sdh x membebel d blog . dan kini aq kembali ! haha and sapa x kesa x payalaa peduli.
okay starting .. see the title ? if you don't please find a magneficient glass . or meet a doctor for an eye operation .
persoalan yg melekat d kepala q . am i recovered already ? aq pun xpasti .
yaa aq taw lma sdh tpi aq pun x pham aq nie recover kaa sdh blom .
mgkin 80% laa recover . 20% tu masi dlm proses .
kena2 lagi skrg blik2 ingt knangan silam sma yg sblom2nyaa tuu .
telampau bnyk juak . smpai skit aty sndiri .
sdh tuu bad mood sndiri , bad mood diam2 laa .smpi kwn q pun heran napa aq diam jak .
padahal mulut kecoh . aq sendiri heran dgn diri sendir *pndai2 laa pham ayt gramatis*
nvm laa , busykn sak diri dgn study . nty ada jgak tuu . jdoh x kmna .
kumbang bkn seekor , bnga bkn sekuntum right ?

good bye ! sayonara . assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh .

Tuesday, 22 April 2014

kenapa ? mengapa ? why ?

kenapa aq x boleh ngis niee ? mengapa ?
why ? why did i cant cry ? erghh .
it hurt like hell that i cant cry even in my state ryte now .
did i ran out of my tears ? that was the most ridiculous thing i ever said .
noway i ran out of tears , since part human body was made up of water .
i want to cry but i cant ! arghhh ! its like been stab by a knife .

well , crying is one of the channel when i want to release my stress .
it was like a 'anti-depression' pill that u take to make u feel better .
why did u do not flow down my face like before ?
its been a long time u didnt 'come out' .

i gotta stop being stupid ! smpai bla maw bgni ?
hell no , aq maw jdi bgni lbih lma yaa .
xmaw cua aq tkanan2 niee bh . ya allah .
bole menjemput gilaa klaw bgni trus .

pull myself together . ignore all of the fucking shit that bring me down .
im not gonna let them bring me down ! cause i am a SUPERWOMAN !
i have been through this before and even worst than this .
you bet i can stand up on my foot again sooner or later . i must stand up !
all that matter is TIME . only TIME can decided that .
ya ALLAH , guide me . aminn .

assalamualaikum & farewell fellas .

Wednesday, 16 April 2014

burn it down !

 enough for what u have done , now burn it down . sayonara .






cukuplaa nie spaya ko pham kn ?
i have to do this , i have no choice .
byebye , this girl move on .